A New Year is in order.

Dear Blog, and by the off chance that a human reads this,

What can I say? My life IS amazing. My friends are great, but there is a void, to be filled in. Today is the first day in a ne year for me. A real year, My year. And it's start is scary, especially to think of this time last year, the choices I made, the things that were said, and the people I hurt. Why do I just now feel bad, Is it desparity? Who knows, well I'm sure if YOU ever get around to reading this You know.
I'd love to talk again, but I'm afraid it couldnt happen, i've made to much collateral damage, that the awkwardidty would be fatal to any attempts..........Now is the moment where i realized I came on here to post a blog and not a pity letter. Grrr.
well maybe I'll try this again another time.

In this dirty old truck stop

This is the first time ive been on here for a long time but i know nobody reads mine anyways, well im sitting in smelly. nasty truck stop on my way up tot teneesee for my sisters wedding on saturday. and theres nothing to do but wait for my uncle to wake up from his nap and my parents to catch up with us, i've been here since 1:30 am its now 3:44
so now a look back on my fresh man year
the first quarter, it was crazy.... and now i have to leave -_-

so

I really hope you don't read this, it would be pretty pathetic if i've made it that obvious, but life goes on, yet for me, it doesnt seem to move on, that single "it could happen" or "what if" scenarios drive me crazy to no end, but you have your own inhibitions, and I cant stop that.

nobody reads this crap

Steaming rage, a rancid jealousy
no censorship, I hated him
a terrible friend, encouragement was my policy
but im so glad it's over
a bittersweet symphony of relief
should I tell you?
I wouldnt dare.
But I want to.

strazom hcram

Eğer herkes bu söyle lütfen çevirir. Siir hayatımın bir hüzünlü aşk hikayesi, ancak ben geri benim gibi hiç edeceğiz üzerinde hareket gerekiyor galiba. Aşk Dolayısıyla kişinin yeni sevgilisi with. Whatever.It edilemez olduğu açık, ancak açık bazı insanlar fark, eğer youre mutlu ne mutlu Sohbet iç.

nosrep tneloiv ro suoleaj a neeb reven ev'I

Hekk, din hija sitwazzjoni tiegħi. I really simili you, I cant jgħidlek li lanqas nista 'ngħin lill myself. Inħobbok. ukoll I think I am. Stajt jamais été a jealous persuna, jew vjolenti persuna, iżda ħsieb minnu nikseb me so mad. Jekk Huwa iweġġa 'lill inti ser tħabbat I lilu tant ħażin. Naf li int ma qatt simili me back so I'm qatt ser jgħidlek kemm i do, imma i se jkun dejjem tiegħek gwardjan angel. ħars matul brillanti tiegħek daħka, u glowing persona. Nispera li tieħdu did'nt tittraduċi dan, huwa tip ta 'pathetic, iżda i meħtieġa biex jinkiseb dan off tiegħi chest.I rridu li l-aħjar għalik, u so I xorta se jistgħux jippretendu li jkunu kuntenti u ninkoraġġukom.

Cliche time

So i figured I'd post a blog I havent in so long. I'm debating on wether or not to go to the dance next week, it seems like it would be fun, but they always depress me. Nothing interesting is going on in my life, and I shall now post a corny poem.

You have a Golden Smile, that brightens up my life
Your eyes shine with this abnormal glow
why cant I get you out of my head
Its the classic story of my life
you've got your flirts
i've got myself
so I'll wait
for you
wait
for you
To notice me
maybe my time will come
who knows anything can happen
but for now I'll just watch you and your flirts
just remember im always there just around the corner

wow, I feel so retarded, but nobody reads this anyways :)