In this dirty old truck stop

This is the first time ive been on here for a long time but i know nobody reads mine anyways, well im sitting in smelly. nasty truck stop on my way up tot teneesee for my sisters wedding on saturday. and theres nothing to do but wait for my uncle to wake up from his nap and my parents to catch up with us, i've been here since 1:30 am its now 3:44
so now a look back on my fresh man year
the first quarter, it was crazy.... and now i have to leave -_-

so

I really hope you don't read this, it would be pretty pathetic if i've made it that obvious, but life goes on, yet for me, it doesnt seem to move on, that single "it could happen" or "what if" scenarios drive me crazy to no end, but you have your own inhibitions, and I cant stop that.

nobody reads this crap

Steaming rage, a rancid jealousy
no censorship, I hated him
a terrible friend, encouragement was my policy
but im so glad it's over
a bittersweet symphony of relief
should I tell you?
I wouldnt dare.
But I want to.

strazom hcram

Eğer herkes bu söyle lütfen çevirir. Siir hayatımın bir hüzünlü aşk hikayesi, ancak ben geri benim gibi hiç edeceğiz üzerinde hareket gerekiyor galiba. Aşk Dolayısıyla kişinin yeni sevgilisi with. Whatever.It edilemez olduğu açık, ancak açık bazı insanlar fark, eğer youre mutlu ne mutlu Sohbet iç.

nosrep tneloiv ro suoleaj a neeb reven ev'I

Hekk, din hija sitwazzjoni tiegħi. I really simili you, I cant jgħidlek li lanqas nista 'ngħin lill myself. Inħobbok. ukoll I think I am. Stajt jamais été a jealous persuna, jew vjolenti persuna, iżda ħsieb minnu nikseb me so mad. Jekk Huwa iweġġa 'lill inti ser tħabbat I lilu tant ħażin. Naf li int ma qatt simili me back so I'm qatt ser jgħidlek kemm i do, imma i se jkun dejjem tiegħek gwardjan angel. ħars matul brillanti tiegħek daħka, u glowing persona. Nispera li tieħdu did'nt tittraduċi dan, huwa tip ta 'pathetic, iżda i meħtieġa biex jinkiseb dan off tiegħi chest.I rridu li l-aħjar għalik, u so I xorta se jistgħux jippretendu li jkunu kuntenti u ninkoraġġukom.

Cliche time

So i figured I'd post a blog I havent in so long. I'm debating on wether or not to go to the dance next week, it seems like it would be fun, but they always depress me. Nothing interesting is going on in my life, and I shall now post a corny poem.

You have a Golden Smile, that brightens up my life
Your eyes shine with this abnormal glow
why cant I get you out of my head
Its the classic story of my life
you've got your flirts
i've got myself
so I'll wait
for you
wait
for you
To notice me
maybe my time will come
who knows anything can happen
but for now I'll just watch you and your flirts
just remember im always there just around the corner

wow, I feel so retarded, but nobody reads this anyways :)

Well heres a little bio about me, not meant as a poem

Im that guy without the abs, im the one who doesnt take the myspace pics while flexing in a wife beater, im not the proud "babe magnet" im not the follower. Im not the guy who skips from girl to girl to girl, im not the guy who doesnt remember his girlfriends lastnam

im the guy that is an individual, the one always thinking about you, the one who respects women, the one who strives to be smart, the one who uses big words, the unique one

Im the person who is inspired by the most random things, im the person who can take a thought an make it into a thousand words, im the person that wants a llama and not a dog, im the person that will do anything to keep his real friends close by

Im the one who begs for attention, im the one you always describe

im the one you'll never notice

Its not who you are but who you hang out with

That’s conflicting in my eyes, but then again who would I be without my friends, my real friends, the kind that write a single paragraph that can make my week, someone told me I have so much potential to have a social life, and have lots of friends, that is blasphemy (ha-ha big word) it’s sad that there are people so shallow that they can easily conceive betraying and leaving their true friends just to climb up the social ladder. I was so offended when she said that. I may not be popular. Hell I’m a freak, but I’m more than content with my friends, I don't care how much my friends are "dragging me down". To hell with my "potential" I don't give a crap to the shallow population you all know that I jumped off the deep end a long time ago ;).

Midnight fears

First off, I haven’t posted in a while, but hell only like 2 people read this. So after falling asleep at 3:30 and waking up at 8:00 you can understand how I’m awake. Sigh I have some growing issues and fears and secrets.

1] I don’t think people see me when they talk to me.
2] I’m like one out of ten Freshman/Highschoolers who wants a long term relationship
3]I don't know why but I whenever I like a girl I wonder what it would be like if we got married and if you know me I have all the elaborate details (weird huh?)
4] I think I’m losing my "smartness"
5] I need someone to tell all this stuff to
6]I am so afraid of losing my friends, I realized that today when I was in the guidance counselors office talking about college, I’m afraid I’ll drift from all my friends (well the few I have)
7] I’m such a hypocrite, I've told people to live for now and not the past or future, but all I do is dwell on the future
8] I want someone
9] Classical music in the middle of the night with my eyes closed does something wonderful to me (weirdddd)
10] I love being a weirdo but hate how that’s all people see in me
11] I think sometimes I get too much into being an individual, but I’m perfectly fine with that
12] There’s so much to say.

I’ve noticed that late at night I’m most emotionally unstable. What the hell is up with that?

So.

I dont know what to say, new ipod this week :D. i finally went out and had fun, but ive noticed,every girl is writing poems and every girl loves photography, and evry girl says the same thing about guys, theres no individuality. I only know two people who can actually write, and One who is actually good at photography, it pisses me off that everyone wants to be the same thing, im sue there are people who enjoy that stuff instead of just thinking "oh every likes it so must I", just figured i'd post my little rant.

ipods,german,fat

thats my life, i cant wait til i get my new ipod, i totally want to speak german, and im gaining weight.

Stealing

Jamie-Life has been uneventful lately and each day is a common routine that just drags on, feburary and march are he slowest months of the year so im bracing myself for suicide attempts
Cali- well i too have had a strange urge to learn new languages maybe after having talked aboiut it today, but i want to learn german and russian, tow of the more fascinating languages in my opinion,
well theres me being totally un original

jan 26 09

wow

idk what to write lately life is life. I noticed that i have lots of fun making comics of my day...maybe ill start posting them. well right now im sitting in my room battaling myself on what to spend b-day money on, and when to stop procrastinating.

wierdo

Today was a pretty good b-day, but i dont feel like talking to much. i do have to say that its a wierd feeling you get when someones on your top but youn not on theirs...

heyheyhey

WOOOOO (just figured i'd post that)

Today

its lunch. today not so bad. this week pretty bad, i feel like a horrible person, ive hurt someone, i can't take back what i said, im sorry. time is a wonderful thing.

kelley.

kelley roxs pie (9:42:49 PM): title: Kelley is awesome
kelley roxs pie (9:42:59 PM): once upon a time on a bus
kelley roxs pie (9:43:06 PM): kelley sat across from william
kelley roxs pie (9:45:32 PM): so as i was saying
kelley roxs pie (9:45:43 PM): kelley began to ask for williams number
kelley roxs pie (9:45:52 PM): but william would not give it to her
kelley roxs pie (9:46:19 PM): kelley grew angry
kelley roxs pie (9:46:26 PM): and ripped williams head off.
kelley roxs pie (9:47:00 PM): cali was kind of mad
kelley roxs pie (9:47:16 PM): but kelley got her candy and she forgot about the whole ordeal.
kelley roxs pie (9:47:20 PM): the end <3

una buena dia

So, i havent wrote on here for a while, today was the first noteworthy day. So as an early b-day present i got a Go-kart, its pretty fricken awesome, i smell like gasoline, oil, and smoke. I cant wait to ride it around. my birtdays commin up Woooo!. So this week should be better than last keep an eye out.

Thought bubbles pop when in danger

Well, i havent posted a blog for a couple of days, not much to post. Today i have to do a longass bio packet, basically make the journalisim documentary, and finish my bio review. Yay! (
Well besides that life is stressfull, and pretty insane.

:|

Today was hilarious, many laughs, strange drawings named timmy, flying gum, and my mother who got an Iphone, ( I hate her ).

luckily tonight is alyssas quince which is a good escape from my dull life

Its Pathetic (beware this is Semi-Political)

I dont care who you are. Republican, Democratic, whatever, I just saw on the news that a 1.8 TRILLION doller bailout is being proposed. That is (in my opinion) retarded, (although this may sound cruel) I heard that we are going to be heading an Anti-Piracy thing in Somalia, we spend too much time worrying about everyone elses crap instead of our own. Our money does not need to go to Somalia, africa needs to take care of its self.
Ok Well im done with that rant.
So today so far has equated to about as much of a failure as i knew it would, i have a piercing pain in my shoulder that hasnt gone away, I forgot my p.e uniform,I found out ive gainded 7+ pounds, and got even more damn homework.

[[Side note]] I cant believe im actualy blogging, i didnt think i would actually get into oing this

Is there any hope?

Between today and yesterday i realised something, A days suck more than i can imagine. Today equates to running the mile for my p.e midter, and increasing by one minute and a lettergrade, yet still got a D. Im loaded down with homework and studying tonight , which sucks. But on the contrary yesterday rocked, Bio=Fun and music Ap=Favorite subject (makes taking mounds of notes bearable) Spanish=Extra credit, and easy A's, Journalisim=Funnnnnnnnnn.

Im not ready for midterm week,but its imminent, hopefully by then I'll have phone, im so random. well thats all i have.

The twin devils of procrastination

Today has consisted of: Me procrastinating
Going to Jamies and pretending to have worked at publix
Getting my beloved videogame; Spore back
And having a birthday dinner for my 80yr old Grandpa and 60yr old Aunt

Im not ready for school, I've got so much h/w to do between tonight and tommorow, then midterm reviews, and all that crap , still have not found my ipod, or my phone.

Well..im tired and goin to sleep.

Its the third day of 2009

So im william... im one of the strangest people you will meet, this is just an intro. Please excuse my random thought process these blogs will not be very organized.

So....I have a new favorite song, Citizen/Soldier by 3 Doors Down,...well i dont know what to write... check up on this everynow and then incase i do find something to write about