strazom hcram

Eğer herkes bu söyle lütfen çevirir. Siir hayatımın bir hüzünlü aşk hikayesi, ancak ben geri benim gibi hiç edeceğiz üzerinde hareket gerekiyor galiba. Aşk Dolayısıyla kişinin yeni sevgilisi with. Whatever.It edilemez olduğu açık, ancak açık bazı insanlar fark, eğer youre mutlu ne mutlu Sohbet iç.

nosrep tneloiv ro suoleaj a neeb reven ev'I

Hekk, din hija sitwazzjoni tiegħi. I really simili you, I cant jgħidlek li lanqas nista 'ngħin lill myself. Inħobbok. ukoll I think I am. Stajt jamais été a jealous persuna, jew vjolenti persuna, iżda ħsieb minnu nikseb me so mad. Jekk Huwa iweġġa 'lill inti ser tħabbat I lilu tant ħażin. Naf li int ma qatt simili me back so I'm qatt ser jgħidlek kemm i do, imma i se jkun dejjem tiegħek gwardjan angel. ħars matul brillanti tiegħek daħka, u glowing persona. Nispera li tieħdu did'nt tittraduċi dan, huwa tip ta 'pathetic, iżda i meħtieġa biex jinkiseb dan off tiegħi chest.I rridu li l-aħjar għalik, u so I xorta se jistgħux jippretendu li jkunu kuntenti u ninkoraġġukom.

Cliche time

So i figured I'd post a blog I havent in so long. I'm debating on wether or not to go to the dance next week, it seems like it would be fun, but they always depress me. Nothing interesting is going on in my life, and I shall now post a corny poem.

You have a Golden Smile, that brightens up my life
Your eyes shine with this abnormal glow
why cant I get you out of my head
Its the classic story of my life
you've got your flirts
i've got myself
so I'll wait
for you
wait
for you
To notice me
maybe my time will come
who knows anything can happen
but for now I'll just watch you and your flirts
just remember im always there just around the corner

wow, I feel so retarded, but nobody reads this anyways :)

Well heres a little bio about me, not meant as a poem

Im that guy without the abs, im the one who doesnt take the myspace pics while flexing in a wife beater, im not the proud "babe magnet" im not the follower. Im not the guy who skips from girl to girl to girl, im not the guy who doesnt remember his girlfriends lastnam

im the guy that is an individual, the one always thinking about you, the one who respects women, the one who strives to be smart, the one who uses big words, the unique one

Im the person who is inspired by the most random things, im the person who can take a thought an make it into a thousand words, im the person that wants a llama and not a dog, im the person that will do anything to keep his real friends close by

Im the one who begs for attention, im the one you always describe

im the one you'll never notice

Its not who you are but who you hang out with

That’s conflicting in my eyes, but then again who would I be without my friends, my real friends, the kind that write a single paragraph that can make my week, someone told me I have so much potential to have a social life, and have lots of friends, that is blasphemy (ha-ha big word) it’s sad that there are people so shallow that they can easily conceive betraying and leaving their true friends just to climb up the social ladder. I was so offended when she said that. I may not be popular. Hell I’m a freak, but I’m more than content with my friends, I don't care how much my friends are "dragging me down". To hell with my "potential" I don't give a crap to the shallow population you all know that I jumped off the deep end a long time ago ;).

Midnight fears

First off, I haven’t posted in a while, but hell only like 2 people read this. So after falling asleep at 3:30 and waking up at 8:00 you can understand how I’m awake. Sigh I have some growing issues and fears and secrets.

1] I don’t think people see me when they talk to me.
2] I’m like one out of ten Freshman/Highschoolers who wants a long term relationship
3]I don't know why but I whenever I like a girl I wonder what it would be like if we got married and if you know me I have all the elaborate details (weird huh?)
4] I think I’m losing my "smartness"
5] I need someone to tell all this stuff to
6]I am so afraid of losing my friends, I realized that today when I was in the guidance counselors office talking about college, I’m afraid I’ll drift from all my friends (well the few I have)
7] I’m such a hypocrite, I've told people to live for now and not the past or future, but all I do is dwell on the future
8] I want someone
9] Classical music in the middle of the night with my eyes closed does something wonderful to me (weirdddd)
10] I love being a weirdo but hate how that’s all people see in me
11] I think sometimes I get too much into being an individual, but I’m perfectly fine with that
12] There’s so much to say.

I’ve noticed that late at night I’m most emotionally unstable. What the hell is up with that?

So.

I dont know what to say, new ipod this week :D. i finally went out and had fun, but ive noticed,every girl is writing poems and every girl loves photography, and evry girl says the same thing about guys, theres no individuality. I only know two people who can actually write, and One who is actually good at photography, it pisses me off that everyone wants to be the same thing, im sue there are people who enjoy that stuff instead of just thinking "oh every likes it so must I", just figured i'd post my little rant.